Creating Me

From the Dark Goddess Tarot, the Ace of Earth (Gaia); from the Tattwa Cards, Earth: Seed of Fire:

Every story I create, creates me. ―Octavia E. Butler

In Greek mythology, Gaia was the ancestral mother of all of life. She is Nature; her essence is driven to provide for what she produces. What we don't realize is that she is in us, and we too are constantly creating - maybe not a bestselling novel or an acclaimed piece of art - but with our thoughts, words and actions. These are the frames we use to shape the resources around us. Earth: Seed of Fire represents potential, an ability that we can develop. But we must be aware of our patterns that will shape this potential, or we might not create what we desire. As Eckhart Tolle said, "You create a good future by creating a good present."

Changing Positions

From the Dark Goddess Tarot, the Wheel of Fortune; from the Tattwa Cards, "Earth: Seed of Fire:"

          "Fortune always has ups and downs, and Fate will have the last word," writes Lorenzi-Prince. The goddess Fortuna doesn't dole out good to a select few and bad to only those she's chosen. She's indiscriminately interested in change. But look at the poor folks hanging onto that wheel for dear life. Rarely is any change considered all good unless things are so bleak the only way left to go is up. In Buddhism, Mara represents a personification of mental conflicts. He has four "daughters" who represent the way we react to life, especially when it throws us for a loop. The first gives us a sense of entitlement, as we think we don't deserve any pain. We cover up any suffering with pleasures of all kinds and do our best to ignore the problem. The next daughter suggests we let our emotions lead us in reacting to the situation. We take things out on other people or ourselves, causing even more suffering. The third daughter is concerned with our self-image. When our identity takes a hit, our ego becomes angry and blames others; it quickly tries to build a new image for itself. The last daughter's name literally means death (yama), and she represents the delusion that we have power over loss, change and death - if we can just get things right. Of course none of the daughters offer a true solution, which is acceptance with an open heart and mind. The Fire of Earth tattwa does, however. It's keyword is "potential," and it suggests if we don't cling to a certain outcome, a wide range of possibilities can open up. We'll get a wider view of things from our new position on the wheel, which can enable us to become more compassionate.