Unexpected Gusts

From the Wild Unknown Tarot, the Two of Pentacles; from the Pictish Oracle, the "Z-rod:"

After being up all night alternating between chills and fever, I was curious to see what card I would draw this morning. It was not much of a surprise that it was the Two of Pentacles, but it was nice to see the butterfly. It's movements are graceful and light, and it reminds me not to see my sickness as some sort of penance or drudgery, but to accept it as a part of life. Feeling miserable is not much fun, but I do have some antibiotics that should help me get well soon.
The Z-rod rune of the Pictish Oracle has been suggested to represent lightning, leading me to consider it as a symbol of sudden insight. At daybreak, I was standing outside our hospital's Convenient Care facility (for non-emergencies). As I was waiting to see the doctor, the name struck me as funny - though it's nice to have a place I can go if I'm sick, it is not very convenient to be unwell. When I have unexpected not-so-nice surprises pop up, they feel very bothersome and unfair. I push against them, wanting them to go away immediately - I have important plans for today after all. But that is part of the graceful balance of the Two of Pentacles; I must adjust and adapt as best I can, and ride out those unexpected gusts and gales.