When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children's lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.
I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.
~ Wendell Berry
Seeing the bloody blade next to these two exhausted folks reminded me of how most of us react after overcoming a great challenge. About the time we catch our breath, our minds generate more stuff to worry about, so we're up doing battle again to keep the mental demons at bay. Yet Berry's advice rings true for me; if I haven't given my mind and body a chance to relax, I won't have the discernment to see what is worth my effort and what isn't. The CBD's card illustrates the four estates the Celtic travelers found on their visit to one island. Each section represented an aspiration: power, material possessions, artistic accomplishment and spiritual attainment. The inhabitants ask, "Where is your place in this world? How will you use your talents?" I'll have to borrow a line from Scarlet in answer to their questions: "I'll think about it tomorrow." Today will be designated for rest and recuperation beside still water.
I miss my pond sanctuary at the farm. Perhaps because I needed it so much then and those needs have passed. Without realizing it I think our new little barn will fill the need.
ReplyDeleteGive me some earth with a bit of green and some birds, and it will fill my need. Glad you have the barn. :)
DeleteWhat a beautiful poem to describe the energy of this card. A great addition to my digital Big White book :)
ReplyDeleteI love these words of Wendell Berry too! His view is that "humans must learn to live in harmony with the natural rhythms of the earth or perish." He seems to find solace in nature as I do. :)
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