The Paradox of Satisfaction

From the Llewellyn Tarot, the Six of Wands; from the Beasts of Albion, Lion:

When we focus on ourselves, our world contracts as our problems and preoccupations loom large.

— Daniel Goleman

The Six of Wands is often described as a satisfactory success or an acknowledged accomplishment. Sometimes the challenge that is met is an inner one rather than outer. The holidays bring sadness for me, and it's easy for that emotion to evolve into self-pity and self-absorption. Various spiritual paths teach that the solution to uprooting suffering based in self-centeredness is to do a kind deed for others. So I used some of my Christmas money to buy a variety of gift cards - from the pet store, gas station, craft store, grocery store, etc. I wanted to give our ten librarians an anonymous gift, as they are underpaid and often mistreated by many entitled patrons. Each card went into a bag with a hint, such as, "For the book elf who is a pet lover," or "For the book elf who likes computer gaming." The manager told me the employees were all very excited and happy (and curious about the benefactor) as they each chose a bag. The success of the game completely pulled me out of myself. The Lion was a mythical figure for Britain, based on tales from traders and travelers. It represents a mature strength that can embrace sacrifices for the benefit of others. Strength and well-being sometimes comes from taking actions that seem contradictory to the result achieved.