This
fellow is moving at top speed down a rocky road. Though the horses
that pull his chariot look different, they both seem intent in heading
in the same direction. There are times when I have the energy to do
things, but my mind and mood don't want to cooperate. Then there are
the days when I am enthusiastic about ideas for a project, but feel
exhausted and can't bring myself to do much of anything. It is
wonderful on those days when I am emotionally, physically and mentally
on the same page, and regardless of the "rocks" in the road, I can
succeed in getting much done.
From the L'Oeil de Lotus comes the "Moon:"
From the L'Oeil de Lotus comes the "Moon:"
The
phases of the moon around the earth speak of cycles and changes. I
can't help but think it also is a hint about the head space I've been in
lately. Menopause has made me feel like someone has given me drugs I
didn't ask for. I'm learning to deal with the hot flashes (more
appropriately described as hot tsunamis), though they wake me constantly
all night long and interfere with my sleep. My moods have been eratic,
going from serene to feeling like I am walking around with no skin on.
There have been days when I've had to put myself in "time out" for the
protection of all those around me. But as the card suggests, it is a
phase not a permanent condition - thank goodness.
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