Intentional Discovery

From the Llewellyn Tarot, the Four of Cups; from the Beasts of Albion, Eagle:

          The Four of Cups can represent melancholic discontent to overwhelmed apathy. When our cups become too full of sorrow, anxiety, or hurt, we develop a heartache that leaves us in a stagnated state. There is an Irish legend that says when Eagle has lost his vim and vigor, he flies to the sun until his feathers are scorched and then dives into the ocean where he is rejuvenated, much like the phoenix. This message of renewal paired with the Four of Cups reminded me of a daily quote posted by the AA Grapevine that was a twist on the biblical verse in Mark: "What profiteth a man if he gains his sobriety but loses his sense of humor?" Step away from the usual way of trudging through the day and intentionally search for lightheartedness and laughter. In the words of Henri Nouwen, "Joy does not simply happen to us. We have to choose joy and keep choosing it every day."